Dear hiflhsdapofyhoarjlwm

Well i never thought i’d reach this certain level of happiness since you and i grew apart. And i gotta tell you it’s so amazing. I mean its amazing how i can now sleep at night and not break my heart a little more every time. 

Now when i think of you, i’m happy. I hear the laughter ,i hear ’ i love you-s’, i hear little funny insults, & i hear whispers. And i also see beautiful smiles, i see lovely strands of hair, i see stars, and i see sparkles. And i feel cold hands, i feel excitement, and i feel everything else.

But all these are nothing but good memories, and they don’t make me hurt, i don’t hurt for you anymore. But i am filled with this incredible joy, i’m just so glad to have those moments with you my dear friend. I am blessed to have met a wonderfully weird human being.

We can’t go back and change all the bad memories. I wish we could have said everything that needed to be said. But i’m okay now, i think we’re better of this way , do you? Well, you’ve gone so far even before i was able to take one step forward. So i think you know that.