1:22 AM
None can compare
Yesterday everything sort of turned awfully wrong. I lost my phone, mum and i got into a little disagreement, i had this little argument with a friend, and i disappointed my parents. It was just horrible.
And today i woke up with high hopes only to be put down by another series of misunderstandings with my sister. And i was so discouraged by it. And so wrong things to wrong things to wrong things to sin. I feel so awful today knowing that God wasn’t please with whatever happened to me today. But i know that every time i stumble i need to keep pressing on. I just need to walk on no matter how weak i get, for if i stop pursuing Jesus i’d be a lost dark sheep.
A lot about me needs change. Regarding my relationship with others as well as with Christ. I need to become more faithful in following Him and in honoring Hom with whatever i do, or say, and even honor him while i’m at sleep.
I know that the only way to a happy and joyful life is walking where Jesus wants you to walk, in saying what Jesus wants you to say, in obeying with whatever He asks you to do. And every time i stumble and fail, i look for the options the world lays before me , but they’re all for a short period of time. All temporary and fleeting. But Jesus offers me what is eternal and true. And no matter how hard the Journey is, no matter how wrong things can get sometimes, i know He makes all things work together for good.
God wants me to learn a lot of things, He wants me delivered from my sins and He wants me to live a life in obedience and submission to His will. And it’s hard, i know how temptation creeps in , but the key to overcome temptation and burn outs is to see the end result just as Jesus did when He was crucified. He was in such pain no one could handle but He took it all because He saw the end result, He saw my life and your life. He saw your sins and my sins and He thought it was all worth it.
So right now. I am about to go and have a new beginning. Jesus is VICTORIOUS! Satan is defeated. None can compare to Jesus mighty power and love!
