Steadfast Mercy
I’m beautiful mom and so are you.

Hey mom.

I know you want me to take care of myself, dress nice. put on some make up, lose some weight and all other stuff concerning physical appearance. Thanks for your concern, but mom as of now what i do with my hair,  what i do with my face, and the way i dress is who i am.

This is the way i am comfortable, and i am not going to forsake comfort just to achieve physical beauty. You said you didn’t like my hair mom, and you said i should iron it and all, let it down like most girls do. But shouldn’t i be thanking God for my curls? Shouldn’t i just take care of what He has given me rather than run after what He hasn’t created me to be? It’s not that i’m against physical alterations, it’s good sometimes, but i know that this is a part of my life where i should be letting myself free from all the pressure of this society. If i’m fat then let me be, doesn’t mean i’m ugly if i’m fat. No, it’s not like that. This world has corrupted the minds of this generation, telling them lies saying " you are not beautiful." and i once believed that lie mom, but now i am free. Because there is truth in Jesus Christ, God has created me wonderfully.

I know you said i dress up like an old lady, but mom this is just a phase, and someday i’ll grow out of this. Shouldn’t you just be concerned with what is inside than what is outside? and i don’t even look like an old lady. I can be fashionable in my own way. I have my own style, and i refuse to go for the cutie type of fashion because it’s just not who i am. 

Mom, do you think i’m ugly? do you think i’m old fashioned? do you think i’m fat? Because i don’t think so mom. I’m 17 please don’t pressure me. You said you just want to encourage me to be fashionable and blah blah blah, but it doesn’t encourage me mom, it makes me feel like you think i’m ugly.I apperciate your failed attempt at encouraging mom, but just please let me do what i want to do with my appearance just as long as it’s modest and appropriate. I’d rather be dressing like an old lady than be dressing something that is trendy but reveals so much skin. I know you wouldn’t want that too, right?

Mom, you may not be able to read this. But whoever reads this. My mom is really kind & wonderful, it’s just that this time i have to let this all out. My mom and me looks exactly alike, and she always thinks she’s fat & ugly and she doesnt like the fact that people say i look like her because she thinks she’s not attractive. She couldn’t seem to embrace the truth that she is beautiful. She says she doesn’t want me to be treated the way people treated her because of her appearance. But really mom, can you just please embrace the fact that you are beautiful?

I’m beautiful mom and so are you.

in engllish “i’m beautiful”
Come on just a little something to boost your self confidence!

in engllish “i’m beautiful

Come on just a little something to boost your self confidence!

Let us not be afraid anymore.

For years i was stranded with the same old style of hair, of clothes, of shoes and of everything else. And in my mind i really want to break free. To just let myself be, to cut my hair and not regret it, to let my thick curls out and still feel pretty, but i wasn’t as brave as i wanted to be.

I grew up afraid of something new when it comes physically. Because people would always have something bad to say regarding my look, and when i found a look that was just simple and didn’t receive a lot of attention i settled for that. No matter how bad it looks sometimes i thought it was better than trying something new and hearing all what other people have to say. At least they are familiar to my ugly look.

My mind wanted the acceptance of everybody, i want them to treat me just like how they treat other girls. But i didn’t get the same treatment anyway. Sometimes i will try to wear something different , like wearing skirt instead of my same old jeans and my friends would just say all these nonsense, and i don’t need that. What’s wrong if i just feel like wearing skirt today? what’s wrong if my hair isn’t as straight and smooth as yours? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR EYES? Why do they always have to search for imperfections?

So today i decided to let myself free, because i’m a woman and i need to be confident because God created me. I need to hear from God and not from people. And as much as i could i will let myself go through the process of changing whether it be physical or spiritual. I know i don’t want to be stuck in this way of living, i know it’s fun to dress up to just be me, i know i am His masterpiece.

So if somebody is out there who feels like this, i tell you you are not alone. Let us not be afraid anymore. 

I am Beautiful & So are You.
.We are all made beautiful, special and delicate. Our God calls us His “masterpiece”. So think of this next time a girl or a boy maybe comes crying to you because she thinks she’s unwanted because she is ugly tell her this ” I AM BEAUTIFUL & SO ARE YOU, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL & SO AM I”
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I am Beautiful & So are You.

.We are all made beautiful, special and delicate. Our God calls us His “masterpiece”. So think of this next time a girl or a boy maybe comes crying to you because she thinks she’s unwanted because she is ugly tell her this ” I AM BEAUTIFUL & SO ARE YOU, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL & SO AM I

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i dont care.

I don’t care if the weighing scale tells you that you’re big because to me you are Beautiful. I dont care if your skin is not fair,because to me you’re still Beautiful. I dont care if your hair is dry,because to me you’re still beautiful. I dont care if you dont have pink cheeks,because to me you’re still beautiful. I dont care if you’re small,because to me you’re still beautiful. I dont care if you have freckles,because to me your still Beautiful.

I don’t care how wrong you lived your past, because to me you’re so beautiful. I don’t care about your belief, because to me you’re so beautiful. I don’t care about who you are and what you’ve done because to me, YOU ARE STILL SO BEAUTIFUL. 


BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY SINGLE WAY

I’m not any extraordinary girl, who can turn eyes when she walks down the corridor, im not the type who can join beauty contest, in short, im not really that physically pretty. BUT THEN GOD SAID, HE CREATED ME AMAZINGLY AND WONDERFULLY :).

I used to cry about how im not that pretty enough. Kids mock me, and tell me how messy my hair is, or just about anything that proves that i am ugly. But no, i am not because i must not focus on what the people or the world see, for GOD sees the heart not the outside appearance. Some are so conscious about appearance, but they dont realize that beauty fades away, that beauty can’t last forever, but the soul lasts forever. SO we must be more conscious of how our hearts look like when GOD sees them. 

There were times that i was so lost, and i was doing the wrong things and i am so sure my heart looks so dirty, stained and just full of dark spots. But then he cleansed my heart through His blood. He washed my sins away. And He can do that to every heart. He can make everyone new. And then true beauty will be seen, TRUE BEAUTY SHINING OUT FOR GOD TO SEE .

Dont get me wrong its nice to get pretty and fashionable and presentable , but what matters most is the HEART. SURE God made us all pretty, only the world says someone or something is ugly. JUST THINK ABOUT THIS, IT WAS SAID IN THE BIBLE ” TURN YOUR EYES AWAY FROM ME FOR THEY MAKE ME MELT ” that was GOD telling us we are beautiful and  he is in love with us. (You can find that verse in song of songs )

every now and then let’s check our hearts.

maybe it has spots, or maybe its dark and dirty.

LET’S ASK HIM TO CLEANSE US AND START LIVING BY FAITH AND LOVE EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVES.

LIFE IS WONDERFUL MY FRIEND :)

ps. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL IN EVERY SINGLE WAY.